hello to the world. this is my first post in fact. i want to share my adventure from my feminine part of me that was hidden for many years.
my first encounter with the feminine side was as a child. i saw my aunt getting ready for a party on saturday night. i was jealous that she was so lovely dressed. so when everyone was away i tried on some clothes that were to big for me of course. nice dresses and heels. what a feeling.
i think most of the tgirl undergo the same childhood experience.
then for many years there was nothing. except for a few rarely occasions in my teenager years. never had the urge that i was born in the wrong body. i was and still am happy in both modes.
why nothing for many years. combination of study and a father that became sick. i and my mother cared for him.at home for many years. he had the disease of Parkinson. he died at the age of 69 now 9 years ago. this is still is a period that can never be erased. emotional. hard in many ways.
so many years my feminine part was well hidden. but since corona last year there was a sudden need to explore this feminine hidden part of me.
but this story i will write about the next time.
